A Reflection for the Third Sunday in Lent
By Sr. Nancy Barshick, MHSH
Jesus and I together had been through tense weeks the past several months. Like so many, I was daily asking HIM for help for so many causes: worldly hatred, pandemic, ethnic clashes, lies about the US election, etc. etc. Asking what HE was going to do about them. Daily I felt his presence. But after those intense weeks His presence had begun to fade. We were “losing contact.” But WHY?
A morning, a few weeks ago, found me walking the hallways of the Mission Helper Center having a one-way conversation with Jesus while carrying a piece of paper with a name on it. I wandered into chapel. Standing in front of the tabernacle still clutching the paper asked “Look, Jesus, what is causing this loss? Are you mad at me? What has gone wrong? Oh, I knew what many would have said if consulted. “You need to have quiet time with Jesus.” “Need to humble yourself before Him. “Need….” I knew these were not the answers for Jesus and me, but neither was I prepared for HIS answer that day.
It came loud and strong- “YOU, like so many lately, have been asking for MY help, MY intervention, MY inspiration. Tell me, what MORE are YOU, Nancy Barshick, going to do about these causes and wants besides prayers for MY help? MHSH Sisters /Staff, Family/Friends, MEMBERS of this world’s population, how are they going to HELP ME with their actions? Inspiration needed? Check Luke 2: 13-25 for what I had once to do for MY Father”:
“HE MADE A WHIP OUT OF CORDS AND DROVE THEM ALL OUT OF THE TEMPLE AREA…. “TAKE THESE OUT OF HERE AND STOP MAKING MY FATHER’S HOUSE A MARKETPLACE.”
SO how can one respond to Jesus request for help besides prayer? For some this will first mean looking deep within asking why there is fear to act about issues included in their prayers. Time and tears will rank high.
For others who are ready BUT… Commonly told to me: 1, “I don’t know what to say.” 2, “I’d be embarrassed if someone heard /read what I had done and laughed at me.” 3, “My prayer group believes in the power of prayer leaving action to those who enjoy it.” 4, “Me, I’m not an action person.”
Remember the paper I mentioned above that I had clutched while addressing Jesus? It contained the name of a man I encourage people to hire so he can get supplemental income. Jesus, that morning, used it to remind me, Nancy Barshick, there was so much more to be done and some of it was going to take a lot of courage and nerve. Was He reminding YOU also? Encouraging to overcome Your FEARS and BUTS?
The choices of action with prayer are ours. The world and Jesus await.