By Sr. Angela Ann Zukowski, MHSH, D.Min
During this Easter season we, the Mission Helpers of the Sacred Heart, send you prayers and blessings for you and your family. Here we are, like the apostles, in our “upper rooms” -many of us since mid-March until today – and most likely for a while longer. How much longer, Lord?
How often the apostles left that room during those 40 days from Good Friday night to Pentecost, is not so important. They were in the Upper Room pondering and wondering what had happened, how it happened and why it happened. How the journey with Jesus ended was not what they imagined and hoped for? In the Upper Room, they waited, carried on conversations, tried to strategically plan for what to do next. Jesus left no clear strategic plan that they understood with their imperfect, partial or inadequate faith. I am sure they tried to support one another as one or the other began to flounder into worry, distress, or darkness. I like to imagine Mary, the Mother of Jesus, holding her own amongst them as ‘mother’ soothing their fears. Her faith was strong enough to carry them into the events they were about to encounter in the coming 40 days.
The Upper Room soon became an encounter with the Risen Jesus Christ. The closure did not prevent the ‘light of the world’ to seep through into their presence. When Jesus suddenly appeared he understood their hearts. He first says to them: “Peace be with you. Do not be afraid. It is I.” How unbelievable those moments must have been. Were their minds and eyes tricking them? Could it be he was there in their midst? I try to ponder what their diverse emotions were.
The Upper Room was to become the ‘place’ – a ‘sacred place’ where the apostles were to enter a new missionary formation experience. Here they were being tested and strengthened with a new or deeper faith and hope for the task ahead of them. Jesus had promised his Spirit would come to them. The Upper Room experience was a maturing period for each one to reimagine their vocation/ mission.
Perhaps, as we are in our “upper rooms” (homes), this is what is being asked of us. Jesus says to us today: “Peace be with you. Do not be afraid. I am here. It is I!” Let us rest our minds and hearts in/on the Risen Jesus. Let us keep our focus clear for our mission. Let us not falter. May these be days of new religious imagination, courage, compassion, and service to all those we are called to serve in a COVID-19 milieu.